First, we must explain

 First, we must explain (school transportation department of our college sports brothers please come to us to improve), I just know that a person, but did not pay attention to him before, I remember my brother, help me relax, very comfortable, so I know him, (then my brother did not remember who he helped massage) Later, when I was very tired, I am looking for him to help me by. Once, he did not empty, as he helps a no return pressed, so he called L to help me, then I look bad mood, because I do not like him, he seems Xiong Xiong, and has not previously spoken . He helped me by when I was quiet, never thought his speech with him, according to complete, he helped by Choi Ha, Ha then said, , my brother a talking to me, I went back, there is no rational L a. Time to think, I like to chat with the brother he is also more pain ~ ~ I,,,

to athletic meets, and I are not familiar with the L, the last day of school athletic meets, my bike out chain. So lost in the library, then do not know what to say that up, he said, that night I went to the library to help you repair cycle it, I was so happy, oh. . (Prior to this, Q seems to have talked with a lot of talk to him, when he told me the children) he gave me time to repair a bicycle, get a long, long time, did not make things right, and then I laughed at him, boys and repair a bicycle chain repair for so long are really useless!! This is not to understand people's mind, sad!! ~ ~ ~ (Because he was unfamiliar with the reasons)

later. . Slowly, we talk a lot of Q which is also called, regular contact,,

later, we have a party (sports meeting took good results), he said he could not the. As he did in the urban areas outside of the referee. But I said, sitting next to me, but his brother said, . But, he told me to go on a little. .

toast then I talk to the teacher, he scraped at me. Seems strange to me that chaos. Actually went to drink, having so Britain. . So I was feeling very bad. .

turned out to be I am very concerned about him, he cares about me. . I would like to take pictures with him. But have always been people. . . So I do not know how to walk in a play. . . And then also angry with him. . .

later came back, the rain. I want to go with him, but he went to the front to the. . Reason I did not stopped him. He is also an umbrella with others, so I was very happy. I was angry with the other brothers together, and later to my brother back. It was felt that he seemed angry (but likely is an illusion, because then he said you behind me? Do not know if he phrase is true.) Came to the junction at a time, we should be separated, but I do not want to end a meet that opportunity, so suggested we go to sing K. We went to have fun. . Sang a few songs with him (the rainbow, quiet, sweet) have fun ~ ~ play lying screen, he has helped me, do not want me to drink, even if I'm very unreasonable, he still did not open me. . At that time I felt so happy. . . . .

Later, I went home once, I'm at home bored, he sent the information I have, then we chat. He said the school is boring, but want to read a person not want to go, so I said after I take him to, he said OK good. . . Felt, he said that when a person may not want to go is to let me go with him. . . Ha ha. . . (Seems a bit narcissistic a,,,)

slowly, we read books and go late night to watch the show. . . . More and more time together. . . I have been by default he is my boyfriend. . However, I found him, he seemed to me a cold light. . . I was wrong it? ? ? Why is this so? ? ? Mei Mei's sweet why not? ? ?

Now we are in a very ambiguous relationship between the inside. We say that we are together, but we are not. . . Simply do not determine the relationship. . .

I want to give his scarf, but he actually said . . Later, he said, ! What ah. When my mind and turn this way! ! ! Want to live. . . Really! From small to large, only the people chasing me round and round, and when I do this to have a boy? ? ? I have hurt someone else, when do I do for a boy to do? ? ? How do I then Fanjian. Very, very good to me, people I do not like it,bailey UGG boots, but likes hot and cold on a person to me! ! Laishua to be playing him, really tough, uncertain relations, so I'm in pain, obviously liked him, but it can not be good for him, because not convincing. There is no reason for him too good for him too good, people will think I am stupid. He did to me. Clearly do not like my look, I told him doing so well? Subsidizing has not my style. But he was a precedent for. Why is he so special in my heart? ? ? Obviously not a very special person, why so important to account for the location! ! ! ! In fact, sometimes do not want to beat him angry calls, but that I could not help his cornet. Obviously think that each hit a telephone let themselves take the initiative by a point, but just could not help playing, hear his voice, when fed, or very happy and would like to say a few words more, or he say a little bit. . . However, contrary to expectations, did not say a few words each time to say goodbye. I'm really not willing to hang up, but hurry because he always have to hang me, I have really bad mood and would like him to be early to try to hang taste. . . So sometimes I will intentionally say goodbye first. And then hung up and no matter what, so feel very good, very good. . Let him know that his behavior usually how unattractive! ! ! ! However, no matter how hated he did to me is good, as long as he say: I want you to help me on the line ah. I will move, or will have no illusions. . .

call him today, he said just to call you. . I will be very happy. . .

go get the hair when the brother with me, but he called and said, . . When shopping, he said, ! ! Reading, he intentionally or unintentionally, Nongnong my shoulder, I would be very nervous. . Do not know what that means. . He has little fantasy Xiangbao me. . . Ha ha. . Animal in nature! ! ! In fact, he sometimes

Lanzhu my shoulder, I really want to rely on the past. He wanted to cling to that. . . Like to come back as outdoor survival. .

remember to come back, we sat together, I sat between his brother and I sit on both sides, at first he fell down asleep, I am helpless. . I would like to rely on him, but dared not. Later, when I'm sleepy, brother let me through the past. Said that comfortable. . Then I got up, neck pain. Actually, not really very painful, I just rely on him not feeling well, I just want to rely together with L,,,

back then I slept through the front, L hand accidentally touched his to use his hand to me blocking the cold metal. Let me sleep on cushioned his hand, then L to clutch my shoulder, let me sleep in his shoulder. . . Really so happy, and then later I lie asleep in his lap. (Across a bag.) Because I am cold, he shook my hand, I was happy to die,,,

but now. . . Hey. . A far cry,,,

Wednesday, I went home, waves go soldier, I, as his good friend. Skipping certainly have to go back. To go back is to send me sit bus L, and I'm leaning on the car of his waist, and before I dare not, I held it. He did not say anything, I acquiesced

when he went home. I would like to contact him. So give him a message. But he did not return. Eleven p.m. and more, he gave me a call, the tone was like that before he left school, I feel I Paoqu Wan, and ignore him. In fact, how could I ignore him. Just think if I too close for him, he may become tired of me only. . . So call will be held back to beat him! ! ! The next day I went back to school, back to the train station, I called him and told him I to the train station, and I did not eat, I want to eat. But he said, He actually said to quarters to meet me. Excited at the time died. . .

Nevertheless, the last he called my brother to pick me, he did not come out, even with the late night did not come out. . . At that time they become so depressed. . (There is also a girl was chasing him, maybe he promised to accompany her out.) He said the only lie to me. Just coax me happy! ! So he called before going to bed at night, I have no good voice spoke to him. Blessings Blessings of the few times to say goodbye, I went to sleep. .

tonight, our college orientation, I am very uncomfortable all day, and diarrhea, and vomiting, and, and very serious. . . So do not go to class, to the evening, I feel more comfortable to the point, on the busy boils water shower and then go to the music building to see the party (which he called me to see it before),,, if not his words, I should will not go, because it is really uncomfortable. . Tired,,, very bad mood. . .

read later, we went to late night, and (my day without eating, and should be called the full bar)

good for him disappointed,,,

Why are we ignorant of the ambiguous relationship between the warm,, procrastination. . . Why did he not take the initiative to solve the problem? ? ? Implying the result of let me down? ? ? So he has avoided this problem? ? ? I hope not. . .

tonight he sent me back to the dorm, some progress ~ ~ ~ Oh. . .

Last night we went to eat fish pot, and had a good time. . We are only 8:30 to go. But he came over to me at 7:30, and then I took my visiting the campus. . . So happy so happy ~ ~ ~ We do not talk too much, but a good happy good fortune. . .

Then we go to school along the road next to the commercial street, he always play cycle, swaying, so I had to sometimes hold his waist (this did not mean to)

but he said something to make me fall even faster had not dared to touch him, ! Really! ! Screen with the play clock joking when I helped him boldly, which makes little brother is not happy, but it does not matter, that sooner or later. . . When finished, he said, play ah ~ ~ . Ha ha. . . But I do not show it, just say . . Oh, really good fun. . .

more than three points today, he called to say that play basketball, we played a very long time. . Happy. . . Ha ha. . Although I basketball sucks, but I just wanted to continue playing. . . During which he always calls, send messages, and I know he has something to be busy, but still have little unhappy, because it feels like a good time not so enjoy. . However, his friend falling out of love with him cried, it was inevitable. At that time I was thinking, that friends should be like him,,,

source tonight ah birthday, but also the Institute's welcome party. I would like to see the show, would also like to attend good friend's birthday party, but the fish and can not have both, no way. . . Only source of talk ah birthday, and I think early last stadium, look for a party with them,Discount UGG boots, and then go ah source that, but he said, End names take off.. really do not want to find me . I know that he should be to comfort his friend, and I feel it should be, if I were, I would go to comfort friends, because friends are not as fake. . . I play with those boys are very close, so close he play with those girls that I should not be jealous of fishes. . But just could not help. . Just do not want to see him with other girls go so close, so slapstick. . . I know I did not qualify this way, but the feeling is like that. . .

last night, I was not feeling well, so can not sleep, to use the mobile Internet. . . Then he said, vain all because of you... you took the liberty!!! I feel it, and would like to say to me, he answers it. . He Huileyiju , but I sent a message to him, he did not see, he should be sleeping, because they did not class. At noon, I have been waiting for him after school phone, but the phone has been ringing my meal was. . He sounds good sand, it should stay up late last night. . Hear his voice like that, how are angry is not up. Head of his thought, ! ! Then I do the laundry when he called me . I think he wants a gift. . Ha ha. . . I am the way, I just buy him wounding golden voice, to him, he said, Are afraid to even look at him, probably because the first time to send it to others scarves. Later, he said, At that time it's sweet, feel that he was willing to come with me, really good fun,,, upstairs, he said, go (because I'm afraid he will eventually be friends with him) want him to go (because his friends feel very down, people really need comfort.) Class when I have been watching cell phone, waiting for him information, but has not, to the second class, I ask him to spring information has not finished work. Finished, he said, is preparing to go to the library. I wish I went with him, but unfortunately, I have to class, but also to participate Fumio farewell (he joined the army),,, the afternoon or at night, can not have the time. After the South when a next door can not help but looked black bamboo (their quarters). . Far really want to have a good look at him. . But did not see. . . So I called him, he said, had wanted to call me to eat. But I do not have time even if the. In fact, I think this sentence is just coax me, knows I do not have time to say so (then I really think so) Maybe he told me that the words amount to nothing much, I have told him words are not easily convinced. . I also do not want this, I always thought that, since like, you should trust. , However. . . The more paranoid might care about it more easily. . Like tonight, I while stocks Fumio, still early,UGG boots cheap, you can call him to chat, then go back, but he did not take. I know he will not tone phone has been quiet, I began suspicious, he should talk to friends who wanted to take it (although I think it should go comfort from friends, I must accept, however, he did not pick me phone, I would really upset) always think, why not be able to take with her to call me? ? ? When listening to ring tones over and over slowly, and then the emergence of a voice saying: . . At that time, that really want to throw out a cell phone! Frightfully comfortable ah ~! ! ! I'm cranky back to the hostel, turn to the quarters, not cooked showers of water. Elective Course work to be done there, a lot of things to get really good Fana. . . . . Really want to leave! ! ! !

Adger said, Oh, to distinguish I do not know. I'm not sure. I feel easy about the export of love is not true! ~ ~ ~ I think I talked about last night, I like to be him now. If he did not show this semester, his attitude, he told me I did not feel the default good. . . After all this pain is just so hard to top yourself! ! ! ! Days of pain I can endure the holiday. . . .

feels like a long time not seen him, on the train today while supplies Fumio only 11:00, I remember that he has class, but still very much hope that such meals with him, but called in the past, the Columbia then, I knew he should not answer the phone classes, but all good normal, after all, where he sat in front of class, the teacher is very easy to find, and not take too normal. . . (Seems a bit self-comforting ~ ~) because nobody heard him say And then to the dormitory. . . Well boring! ! !

tonight to read English, good trouble, do not want to go, but have to go. . Do not ask him to read at noon, he said, afternoon classes, evening meetings, so I slept the afternoon. . . He said that would finish the evening will find me, and I'm so happy, oh. But I know he is not building the line came to me in a Polytechnic. . About nine o'clock, he sent information to read did not ask me, I said no, 9:20 or so and then look for him. He said forget it, no, you continue to read it. Read say. I read called him in the quarters, I think it will come out, he said, asked, . . Was very funny. . But it really indignant air, and that evening to find me. Then send a message to him, . Then he called Then decided to go to his dormitory door say. . . Good simple, we went back to my dorm, sugar, chaotic talk. . At East Lake to see the ! Damn it! ! Later, see Liang Rui wealth, he did not call him, probably do not want people to see us together now. It makes me very frustrated! ! Adger said the ! ! I'm 20 years old, first understand! The original really is ~ ~ Mei Yan said, ! ! ! However, the time with him, even the eyes did not look at him, and how to say? ? ? Moreover, our time together are basically dinner time, how do I say? ? If finished, is not it right away to answer? ? Or wait? That have to wait until when? It did not take the initiative to say what with the difference! ? If the spot to answer, then how eat rice? ? Oh ~ ~ ~ good Fana. . . Have been tired enough to take a test, but also tired of these! Good Fana. . . . Hum hum. . Good friends want to talk about, really want to blow off steam. . However, under themselves or learning problem, I rely on people long enough. . So fast it will graduate, leaving school, leaving a pure place. . Shan Adger said, . These are things to consider before. , Since the army sent Fumio, they said br>
last night, we see the book. A fifth floor to the South,.. climb the stairs is very hard, I do not like, but I am willing to climb with him, even if the tenth floor I wish to mention the fifth floor, We are so busy, because the final exam soon, and we do not how to speak, is reading homework, he copied papers in a night,.. a long time to Shuaishuai his hand. I know the feeling of writing to I thought the last report, as did super. hands hurt! or massage him to help me, he'll have to write several papers ah, are thousands of words, hey.. Unfortunately, I did not help him... started his copy me to help him, I let his own copy, until I think he is too hard, I copied him when he refused to write me a only thing you can do is help him by the arm by a Law... last night with all this at noon today. (Today at noon I have a lab report to write, so too in the classroom, he actually with me!!!? ? God,UGG bailey button, I want to unthinkable actually happened.!!! the afternoon we are the chat, do homework, help him by hands, I feel so happy, such a life.. If every day I am willing to give up naps can be.. Ha ha. but he has to sleep, it is not possible,,, Ha ha..) be a good night last night doing homework, know the people to shut the classroom door!! the first college for so long one of these!! He also said so.. so happy..

Yesterday I noon the Internet, he said, dinner, I said But then I wanted to, he certainly is playing me, not expected, he immediately said, Hee hee was like to talk to him, Christianity good. really when I was her maid ah ????? if not even speak, and also told me to eat, but also told me to pack. When I was your beck and call marching orders to go, ah!!! !!!!! spoiled me! I really going mad, why do this to me??? time, I find you, depends on your mood, see your time, what is to see you. When you come to me, I even slept outside and then cold, then the stomach full, I'll come with you. you're so great you??? I clearly remember is that you take the initiative to approach me, not I want to know ~ ~ ~ Why do you take the initiative in your hands??? I'm really angry, really hate is the feeling of your control, you know I could not bear bad for you. you'll use I have for you like, you pretend not to know that I am so angry to just to make yourself feel better? Because you know you make me angry, make me cry, it is a very bad thing that will make you feel good, so you choose turtles to escape ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Every time told me, . Mei Yan might is right, you may not be suitable for me, because you do not appreciate me, I always accommodate you, even if not a long time with you, you are good but I occasionally ambiguous, not value, what When you care how I feel?? Another friend said: Perhaps he is that something, we can not like you. However, I can not think of anything he liked me off. so... This may be a comfort their own ideas.

evening he sent information to, and I saw the only angry, he told me he did not eat, I did not have ah. And who is to blame!!!! even told me talk!!!! I'm so angry, went to bed, he sent the message that very angry,,, really want to be mad. I pouted, all your excuses, !!! really want to give him a supercilious! but he was not there.... I know the offensive words I can not say and would like to not go back to his information, but really want to vent!!! So is such a cold-blooded person, so to protect yourself!!!!

Now, I'm silly to be hurt only in bed crying, it is useless, stupid! in bed, tears a DC, they are asleep, mouth and do not want to sound. has been very sad when looking for them. want to hide behind them, I do not want to go so sad, while tears while thinking it, so silly to wait, simple-minded expectations, return for damage. friends there, I want them to complain, have them with me, I is not afraid, and Zaikuzailei, are also survive. L. slowly, can not tell you the advantages of the. to me, like slow only sad 。。。。。 slow to pay all, do not say in return not only hope to be treated as an idiot... lacrimal gland of the closed!!

day yesterday, we did not call, I pique do not call him, even though they have dialed the He said, br> He did not have 50 minutes to call me... so sad... ultimately, it is my compromise. I Q him!!

Q I had him, but he was still angry, I do not know why I am humble... I told him to go out to eat. He is not. tonight for the winter, however, eat very happy.... forget it, I really did not hit him phone, and he ignored me, I put myself into a wall it is.... Maybe this time will be able to know that he liked me now... do not like even the bar, but also to Christmas, time is up. .. Perhaps the abandoned long as short-term pain it hurt... so that dragging will only make their pain go,,