About nightmares

 Had not been good for so long not been called to the home. Pick up the phone, hesitated for a long time, or put down. Can I say? That said, everything, not to say, only evasive . child mother worried about traveling thousands of miles, as came out, so why worry about the people at home. If so, put the words into the mouth of the hold in hard back, might as well not say.
each pick up the phone, always bear could not think of over the phone, said: bad, not good. I had was not good. However, I'm not that good family, to keep parents worry about, it has been in forbearance. obviously an empty stomach, but to say've had enough. obviously penniless,UGG bailey button, but to say wealthy. need the money you need to say soon. never enough money to spend, how can we go to spend their retirement money. I said fine, and all came good, do not have to worry about.
But how can we not worry about it? day, his mother dreamed that I and others working to fight the speech, the middle of the night awoke crying. During the day, the father called the phone. You see, your mother always blind to worry about, to have what? your good work over there, do not let your mother worry. I said, ah, speaks what the heart,Discount UGG boots, ah, all my normal, all came good .
However, I have always been a nightmare awakened. often dreamed of leading inspection, who asserted to me. So, I woke up from a dream, a cold sweat. This evening, I was accompanied by insomnia. brain nerve is getting worse, and often could not sleep all night sleep all night. more more insomnia and heart disorder, heart the more chaotic the more sleep, a vicious cycle.
It also does not matter, the most terrible is that people dreams are the opposite, and my dream has come true in tight. afraid of what to what, as long as the dream, the first day of the quasi come true. So, are afraid even to sleep. if only once, be it to when is incidentally, can not again and again ah. The most ridiculous is that Monday could be expected on Friday about everything. day dream out of meeting on Friday. In the morning, and joked with my colleagues mentioned, can Who would have thought , really I guessed. A few days later, true to our meeting.
now, afraid of renowned leadership. afraid of meeting the night as a nightmare, a dream about will come true.
nightmare that haunts I, I sleep more easily.
insomnia, I often think of a child. At that time also afraid, afraid of the teacher criticized. At that time the teacher criticized me every day, even though I was the most honest class, learning the best students. So, every day I pray the teacher not to call me, as long as this is needed. Therefore, I study hard every day, all the best as far as possible. Unfortunately, I still can not escape this fate. such days with me spent six years in primary school.
later, was a day of its own way. It seems nothing can pull out my heart to live mix, everything was quiet. However, this situation has now appeared in my life every day. I fear, in perpetuity, dutifully do everything. However, I still was such a nightmare wrapped.
I do not know how long this state will continue, I do not know what else to adhere to the long. Perhaps, the resignation is a good choice. However, I did not the courage. After all, working hard to find these days. Maybe someday lead foot so kick me out, I'll break out. This is is possible, I remember the day my nose pointed at the leadership, said: that is, here, if it was somewhere else, like you were kick out rubbish early.
This is where the crux of But I did not the courage to leave.
now will get a month's wages just a slap, like leading a tour slapped me in the face. and I'm like a beggar, but also fawning on him. no way, have to eat alive. for a living, I had to beds many,bailey UGG boots, bite the bullet. I am not in hardships, but simply to live.
alive is the case, I stand at the door to see masters I stood in the door looking masters. master Gogo fingers like me, I shook his tail toward the master. masters so I entered, train and gave me food to eat. However, the master of a happy to kick me out of the foot door.
roll! This is the master often said that word. Thus, the heart is not happy, I said,UGG shoes, rolling!
can be none other than the roll, my.
as I roll like a ball down, and let me where Where I roll roll.
roll bar, roll bar, a roll that is life.
Anyway, the roll is not my one, everyone in the roll, but each have their own Rolling. can be either pre-roll or post-roll, are rolling.
I roll, roll, roll!
roll! roll! roll!