If you can understand

 The day before yesterday, I wrote this letter in half, and then cry how can not be written out; and then today, I opened the letter, the day I want to re-writing a mood ~ ~
I think I still want peace with the feelings of my heart the most real way to prove me ~ ~ ~ ~
very brave I think, maybe I heart you, I would like such a brave strong ~ ~ because I can so you do not worry about, allowing you to completely leave me ~ ~
always liked was the word, but why were young, we must let the loved one was injured. Then, my tears flowed very flow down ~ ~
actually, you know, as long as your side, I am willing to do anything ~ ~ All I want is the happiness of two people most plain, but very disappointed in the coexistence of family and love when , single, love was defeated again and again, I wait, despair, I again tell you that you are very much care about me, but the fact is, you always choose to escape, you still my crowd time and time again, let I am left alone to face a lot of things ~ ~
can look at a movie with me, and then days later every time I think of you, I can repeat over and over again to see, until tears ~ ~
can stroll hand in hand, stay with me a street, no matter how opposed the people around, we are faced with a smile, that moment belongs to the two of us ~ ~
can not stay with me once we plan to good dinner, then no matter how unpalatable, I would think that this is the most beautiful dinner of my life ~ ~
can no longer treat after the people around you, you like this face a lot of things will escape people around sad ~ ~
can not accompany me to wear a bulingbuling, you do not know when to wear that dress, I can feel perhaps we may be a pair of ~ ~
Can I sad tears when stroking the head, and then tell me again Do not cry, because tears are salty ~ ~
can not accompany me to a Dinosaur Park in Changzhou, because it is good we say go together, and has no place to go. I hope there can leave the best memories of our lifetime ~ ~
can not stay with me singing a KTV, although only two people, but for me, that little box , is my world ~ ~
I will miss our past, the past is always so beautiful, but now everyone around you did not love love, married love, all natural ~ ~ but I, is seen as the most likely that, now could not find a bit of the spectrum. ask yourself, will feel really ironic. Each time, the face of what they asked me to drink my wedding when the time, I always a smile and said, fast bar, still early, no hurry no hurry, but actually, my heart is at pains to ~ ~ I think I really need time to calm and cool ~ ~ maybe his heart is in fact clearly, there is no blessing of their parents, even married or have regrets, just do not want to face fills, but, afraid to face, but also eight years ~ ~
blink of an eye I want to say many, many, but I'm sorry, I'm afraid to say too much more I do not know how to write a ~ ~
actually I really do not want you to be my life full stop, ellipsis ~ ~ I hope the tears to tell me because I I really love love you ~ ~ bear ~ ~ ~ ~ I'm very reluctant to find that I love you ~ ~
than expected day of watching a television program, said people who live in the most painful memories, but also the happiest. Later, think about it, really makes sense. how to hold your hand, and child marriage, but such words, for me, but it is ironic how much. Our relations are This embarrassing state, as stuck in the middle of the threshold and would like to have a breakthrough, but it is attracting the opposition and would like to try to brave, but a brave man, arrived, but the truth. I can not afford such so naive to think, waiting for a miracle occurs, fantasy his is the most happy people, but no noticeable loss of youth is already so long in the body.
do not know if you can understand. but this is my the moment, most like what you say.