Years

 I am not a natural description of the Cotyledons, and I have talked to say that my text editor way too messy, in fact, I was a simple-minded animals.
Think I described this decade, like a pot of long broken bonsai, lush foliage, a headache. In the end, I chose to begin at the beginning, described the process to avoid what I miss, this cruel decade, this crazy decade, there is no permit ignored.
one, that year, the day that the sun, freeze in my life.
1994, I am sixteen years old, Chunhongchibai, bright eyes gaze good. Li are sixteen years old, single fold high nose, thin slender fingers cold lips. He is my little three weeks plus three days. book says life women than men for three years, or three months, they were destined entanglement. This is years later, I saw the sentence, Thriller. < br> The Intellectual is a typical nerd, quiet, dull dull, looks cool. After that I never met a man looks can be described as cold.
he was my classmate, my desk against the wall, stickers the window,UGG bailey button, every class, I have to wait for Li are left seat, I can go out, He was a big, I always inevitably rubs up against his past behind him, this is my hiding something. sixteen-year-old girl, do not want to and nothing to do have any physical contact with the opposite sex.
happens Li are the boy did not like sports, except to go to the toilet, and calisthenics, he lying on the desk to write about painting, he Daoteng mathematical problem of the persistent strength is very surprising. I'm sorry again and again, and Li both said that you let me go out, I would 趴在窗台上 see in the next class students come and go in the corridor, from time to time, and other students visiting through the window bars as in conversation.
because is the same table, almost all activities are homogeneous groups I and Li, which makes me very angry sixteen-year-old. The Intellectual in the hands of white as the little girl's hand, when the boy working class can not make, cleaning, often I sweep the six groups, he was sweeping the two groups, then I swear I must be the teacher to adjust the seat.
time, boys and girls can not talk too much, otherwise there are rumors of puppy love sky flying. I and Li were not rumors. because we rarely speak. I look down on his stiff awkward. He could not understand me sentimental.
the first year of high school, most of the words we say is: The Intellectual, let it. He will be holding a chess piece, said: Well, good. extremely bored, I will see them playing chess. do not understand, I would rather abruptly ask: Why is it like to go sideways? why the horse can not walk straight? Li's opponents are mentally retarded old laugh at me, I turned over the supercilious said: I do not know not to ask what will happen? Li are always explained to me patiently. getting to understand the original chess so fun. Gradually, Li were replaced by my opponent , class bell rang, Li are to work out from the desk in my ear that chess conspire: to kill a bar. I was fascinated of chess has come to the point of obsessed.
I remember in high school for three years , about a year of free time I have been racing against time and Intellectual in chess. a story of the rise without warning, I and Li Jun, the age of sixteen, a pure dream, he wanted to become an international chess master, I want to be famous writer.
our love would have no intersection, in the end I was dragged into his world, fascinated by chess, literature, my dream is out the window, which resulted in the difficulties I have described today. I did not ask the teacher for seats I and Li are actually the same table to maintain a two-year relationship, our class is a dull old man, and he did two years, not adjusted my seat.
and Li I are still no rumors that it is impossible mm .
race against time because the game of chess, so every day at noon Dafan and cleaning are often contradictory, if we clean up together, until to Dafan sure to line up, so finally I and Li have agreed to him the meal, I even all the meal tickets are handed over to him and let him assign for me. And I am responsible for cleaning duty, and even homework, I'm trained to hand good character, and Li are the font to mimic the real ones in the state. we each completed their own The job only takes 15 minutes, then start killing themselves in array will be together. Then, as if never tire.
the beginning of the story is often not expected to go. just like me and Li are, pure fellow chess player relations, but also were rumors became a couple. Who are carrying my lunch box Li do? Who I am and Li are operating errors are the same? Who We first bumped heads stay for a noon? I were the teacher called the office and Li the time, I think not. I stared at the toes, listening to the teacher in earnest, listening to both Li and the teacher got angry debate, dizziness, feeling all around in the rotation, a floating feeling. until the teacher waved, said: Well, you go.
me and Li were out of the Dean's Office, silently through the long corridors, stable pace, mood and transparent. the corner, Li both laughed, he said: too funny. This calculation Taosexinwen right? Seventeen years old, he backlighting, face down is completed. I left him only one meter distance, slightly looked up at him, and he looked at me and smiled and smiled and began to look stiff. My Xin all of the jump, at noon the silent stairs, he step down cross, Qingqing pinching my fingers said: You really look good, I like you. I Yiyangpaokai deer. That year, the day that the sun , fixed in my life.
Second, at that time, why there are so many tears to flow?
first year of college, I was thinking of tortured wreck shape. I love that person, in the distant Guangzhou, fourteen hours between us drive back and forth two hundred eighty-two tickets. I and Li have agreed, meet every two months, starting Friday night I am from Wuhan, Guangzhou Saturday morning, Then back to school Sunday evening, Monday morning arrived at school. The next time we met, a small all come from Guangzhou, and then back. so forth, we have nearly two years running times, in the end, we both can a secure compartment in the crowded, dirty sound asleep.
last year in the cinema to see so, in the back and forth on the train, happy to run around.
We always have lots to talk then, as if every cell should show to each other to see, I went to his school, living in his female students in the dorm room, he came to my school, my male students living in dormitories. In order to allow their students to be happy that we do not know how much to pay a smiling face, as well as how many things people do.